side job

gara-gara temen gue ga sengaja minta buatin gelang yang biasa gue pake. akhirnya gue jadi pengusaha gelang wkwk ga gitu juga tapi amin deh.. :D lumayan kan ditabung buat beli glove baru, ato uang jajan ke bromo? eh buat jaket kelas dulu kali ya? ah tau deh lg banyak bgt hal yg membutuhkan uang nih -_- pengennya sih semua itu pake duit sendiri tapi?

berawal dari pesenan ga sengaja itu gue jadi tertarik buat ngejualin lagi. dan alhamdulillah lumayan banyak yg mau, sekali pesen sampe ada yg minta dua malah haha tapi ngebuatnya kebentur sama kegiatan gue sih, mana buatnya jg butuh waktu lama. belom lagi kalo mood gue jelek kaya kemaren ini. ah menghambat produktivitas banget aturan minggu depan gue udah bisa menikmati hasil.

total dlm waiting list ada 6 gelang plus 1 dari kakak gue yg minta 15 benang (normal 8-9) eh iya embak gue jg minta buatin. eyalo seneng sih seneng gue cuma buatnya itu gimana? mana pas liat kalender, kayanya bulan Maret sibuk deh. 10hari lagi, tanggal 10-15 UTS yg materi setiap pelajarannya diulang dr awal semester ini, so gue harus ngulang pelajarannya blm lg kl ada yg blm gue ngerti -_- terus 22-26 studytour ke Bromo-Solo-Jogja. lah gue ada waktu lagi baru bulan depan?

yaah.. maaf deh yang udah pesen tp blm gue buatin. malah kayanya ada beberapa yg ditunda sampe bulan depan itu. jadi sementara sesi pemesanan: off. gue mau fokus UTS dulu insyaAllah lancar doain yaa. dan buat yg blm dibuat: i will make it as soon as possible depend on my task and my mood. thank you for your understanding :) -wassalamualaikum

Better That We Break

I never knew perfection ‘til
I heard you speak, and now it kills me
Just to hear you say the simple things

Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping’s impossible too
Everything’s reminding me of you
What can I do?

It’s not right, not okay
Say the word that you'll say
Maybe we’re better off this way
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way
It’s better that we break..

A fool to let you slip away
I chase you just to hear you say
You’re scared and that you think that I’m insane

The city looks so nice from here
Pity I can’t see it clearly
While you’re standing there, it disappears
It disappears

It’s not right, not okay
Say the word that you'll say
Maybe we’re better off this way
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way
It’s better that we break up

Saw you sitting all alone
You’re fragile and you’re cold, but that’s all right
Life these days is getting rough
It knocks you down and beats you up
But it’s just a roller coaster anyway, yeah

It’s not right, not okay
Say the word that should say
Maybe we’re better off this way
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way

I’m not fine, not okay
Say the word that you'll say
Maybe we’re better off this way
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way
It’s better that we break, baby


ps: i dont care about the meaning, but this song is cool

tgif-ah

Thanks God It's Friday And Holiday!
today, moslem celebrate a born-day of our prophet Muhammad SAW. but, i didn't do anything to celebrate it, just stay at home and doing un-meaning things, like playing all of the game that i play on facebook, texting and write on this blog. and oh I forgot, also watching an amusing programs on TV until i can't breathing and get stomachache. this is a wonderful holidays. but actually no, because i still thinking about study, task and whatever that make me feel annoyed -,-

please baby come back

saya miris baca ini: http://www.goal.com/id-ID/news/1364/liga-champions/2010/02/18/1795735/kaka-kalah-dari-lyon-bukan-kesalahan-saya

segitu vitalnya kah peran seorang Kaka dalam setiap pertandingan yang dilakukan Madrid?
bukan bermaksud meremehkan, tapi dari kenyataan yang ada selama 7bulan ini. saya melihat memang kontribusi Kaka belum maksimal. tapi, apakah saat Madrid menerima kekalahan, hanya seorang Kaka yang bersalah dan patut disalahkan? memang sepakbola permainan perseorangan?

menurut saya inilah jawaban mengapa ia masih belum bisa bermain maksimal:
http://www.goal.com/id-ID/news/1364/liga-champions/2010/02/17/1794601/kaka-bersimpati-untuk-ac-milan

so, daripada dipinjamkan ke Juventus. mending kembalikan ia ke klub lamanya. and please baby come back

pasca-AC Milan vs MU

FT: Milan 2-3 Mu --> Ronaldinho, Seedorf; Scholes, Rooney-2

sebenernya babak pertama milan main bagus banget. on-fire dan makin percaya diri setelah gol dari Ronaldinho di menit ke-7. Sansiro bergemuruh -gue juga tentunya. langsung update status twitter gitukaan.. haha seru banget nontonnya. tapi dewi fortuna berada di pihak MU, menit ke-36 Scholes menyamakan kedudukan jadi 1-1. itu golnya hoki gue bilang, up to me laah ya mau bilang apa, tapi itu emang HOKI hahaha :p

babak kedua: mainnya menurun, ngebosenin, jadi males nonton masken aja sampe tidur. gue sih masih sabar nunggu milan golin lg. eh taunya malah Rooney. jadi makin males dan gue ikutan tidur deh, tp masih sesekali melek gitu. baru abis gol ketiga MU gue bener2 males dan pasrah kaya Dida yg pasrah bgt pas Rooney nge-shoot -_- disini Huntellar gafungsi bgt dan akhirnya diganti Inzaghi. trus Beckham dganti Seedorf. dan dia berhasil memperkecil kedudukan jadi 3-2. tetep aja milan kalah, tapi yasudahlah...

selengkapnya bisa dilihat disini

pagi itu gue lemes, langsung ga semangat sekolah, mana ngantuk, lengkap sudah... gara2 satuhal gue paksain walopun telat. mood jelek banget deh hari itu, mana pelajaran pertama ninis marah2 lagi bangke banget!

pas ketemu sarah, dia bilang gini: "niken sabaar ya huhu barca juga kalah nih" (sambil meluk gue) sosweet yaa :') unyunyu~
terus tatia jg bilang gue harus sabar haha lebay juga sih teman-teman gue ini. tapi thankyou banget kalian perhatian sekale :D

it's just a game kan? ada yg menang ada yg kalah, santai aja haha sok bijaksana. lagian kemungkinan masih ada buat milan, impossible is nothing. kali aja bisa menang di OT 10Maret nanti. amin. ya Allah..

ps: si pratokai bacot banget di twitter ngata2in milan, pengen gue gampar congornya, sumpah!

pre-AC Milan vs Mencretster United

Rabu, 17 Februari 2010. 02.30 a.m.

pertandingan big match antar 2 setan merah Italia dan Inggris ini adalah alasan mengapa saya semangat menjalani minggu ketiga bulan Februari. saya sangat menunggu-nunggu pertandingan ini. walaupun, satu hal ini mengusik hati saya: setiap apa yang ditunggu-tunggu terkadang tidak sesuai dengan apa yang dibayangkan.

oleh karena itu, saya mencoba untuk tidak menghitung hari ataupun jam. mencoba menikmati hari apa adanya. dan hari ini saya harus mempersiapkan segalanya untuk pertandingan nanti malam. seperti yang saya katakan pada postingan sebelum-sebelumnya: bukan hanya mereka yang tanding saja yang perlu persiapan, para penonton pun juga, semua karena kendala perbedaan waktu.

saya sangat berharap kejadian tiga tahun lalu pada semifinal Liga Champion yang menghadirkan subjek yang sama, dapat terulang. dimana pada leg pertama, AC Milan kalah 3-2 di Old Trafford namun pada leg kedua di Sansiro berhasil memukul MU tanpa balas dengan 3 gol. yang akhirnya berhasil mengantarkan Milan merebut juara yang ke tujuh kalinya.

tapi tahun ini, pertandingan Perdelapan final. dan leg pertama digelar di Sansiro. Bagaimana hasilnya? mari kita lihat nanti malam. good luck guys!

i ♥ (this) monday

yesterday, everything went on as usual. in the morning, i prepared to go to school. then, i follow all of the subjects with (a bit) of fun. until time to go home coming, but i have an English lesson at LIA. as usual, i make an appointment with @mahestich to met there asap. blablabla (lanjut bahasa indonesia aja ya males ngartiin haha)

sampai pada waktunya untuk pulang, jam 6.50 p.m. biasa gue ke toilet dulu sama hesti, terus gue ajak solat dia gamau, dirumah aja katanya. oke, gue solat sendiri deh, asal tau gue hampir gapernah solat magrib kalo LIA, biasanya langsung pulang hehe :p dan kemarin gue mau sedikit bertaubat, udah tu solat deh abis itu pulang.

and guess what? baru sampe di parkiran, gue liat kulzi lagi ngeluarin motornya. kalo lo jadi gue, lo gimana? yah begitulah tau kan gimanaaaaa? gue gamau kejadian rabu lalu keulang lagi, tidak boleh. gue langsung jalan secepet mungkin, pokoknya harus bisa nyetop dia dari depan terus minta nebeng, dan..... berhasil, berhasil, berhasil, hore! :))

seneng bangeet.. nggak sih, pas boncengan gue biasa aja, nothing special. sampe rumah pun masih biasa aja, bangeet malahan. padahal gue mengidam-idamkan hal itu udah lama, dan minggu kemaren bahkan sempet nyesek gara2 udah didepan mata tapi gagal. aneh banget dah, berasa seneng bangetnya baru pas mau tidur dan hari ini hahaha telat banget -__-

kesimpulannya: itu semua berkah solat maghrib, yang biasanya gue lewatkan begitu saja. ini pelajaran dan semoga kedepannya jadi rajin solat gak cuma magrib ajaaa :p

ps: i don't care if he fallin' in love with another girl, the important thing is we can be a good friends :)

ridsl

shitty, gue mau cerita panjang tentang apa yang dirasain sekarang. tapi seperti biasa, jiwa saya tidak mendukung. oke, intinya aja:

• tadi gue buka ricardokakaonline.com
• buka galery - latest upload
• copy image satu per satu

and i felt we're so close. yes, the distance between my eyes and the computer screen is no more than one meter. but, not that! i felt he was next to me, so close. however, i must to see the reality that he was faraway there.

and now, the problem is 'when i can meet him as reality?'
I really hope to win the grand prize drawing of Biskuat 11 Laskar Pamungkas, went to South Africa with BP and watching a Fifa Wolrd Cup 2010 also meet Kaka as reality :D

so please friends, i need your prayers all, i beg you :')

i found it from @RealKaka's tweetphoto:

they both cute :) --an ad on the right is annoying

new shoes

lagi males post panjang2. to the point aja: gue akhirnya beli sepatu

What: Lotto Stadio MD Campioni white-gold-black (39)
Where: Sports Station Artha Gading
When: 13-2-10/15:45
Why: Menarik, irma blg juga Bagus dan Terjangkau
How (much): Rp 287.200,-

kurang lebih gambarnya kaya gini, tapi versi futsal:

gimana? bagus ga?

gue seneng banget! tapi pas dicoba dirumah pake kaos kaki, ternyata kepanjangan atau kegedean jadi agak oplok2 gitu dan roman2nya gaenak dibawa lari -_-" semoga aja cuma perasaan doang, amin.. wassalamualaikum :)

Oh Just Like Me

• What's the point of greeting me on MSN then not reply what I replied?
• When I don't say Hi to you when I pass by you, it's not that I'm ignoring you, but I'm waiting you to say Hi first
• I really hate it when I wake up when the best part of the dream is about to happen
• I hate it when my parents ask me to get ready and then when I am, they're not
• Please say hi.... Please say hi..... What's so hard with saying Hi???
• Hey, new girl, back off from my crush
• I hate the fact that you're not saying hi anymore. I miss the times when we used to talk everyday
• awkward situation is when you meet the person for the first time, even though your close on msn/facebook
• Staying in bed in the morning, thinking if you don't get up, you don't have to go school
• i wanna run away, but i don't know where to go
• I feel useless when someone asks me to help them with their homework, but I can't help
• I hate it when someone I used to be close to acts like nothing ever happened between us
• I should really stop hating the girls who my crush are hitting on
• I hate it when I just bought something, I see something better
• I need to focus more on school this year. Less love less love!
• It's hard to sleep before the first day of school
• I wish moving on was as easy as falling in love
• I check my crush's Twitter account every 5 minutes just to check if there's any updates
• When I figured out that my best-friend likes the guy I like, I tried my best to un-like him, no matter how that hurts
• When I say I don't like it, it's doesn't mean that I'm jealous
• Don't you realize that I spend my whole day waiting for you to greet me or text me?
• I fell extremely satisfied when I got a higher score than the class nerd.
• Falling for the same person twice
• If I think I typed the wrong letter to my password, I start it all over again
• When I walk past someone, I pretend I'm texting so I don't have to look at them
• Wasting my time thinking about you is a major waste of time and energy, but I don't care
• Don't you hate it when you make plans, get excited, and then they never happen
• I hate seeing the one whom I hate happy. Oops, sorry, but that's just the way it is
• I get excited when my phone vibrates
• every night I always say to my self that I'm going to wake up early tomorrow, but then, I guess I'm too lazy
• When my crush starts liking a girl, I keep on asking to my friends "Is she pretty? She is, right?"
• the thing is, it's not the goodbye part that hurts, but the flashback that keeps on reminding me our goodtimes together
• I hate it when my teacher arrange the seat arrangement in class, except.... if I'm next to my crush
• Oh my, I can't believe I even LIKED him. I mean, seriously?! Look at him
• Falling in love is easy, but forgetting takes forever

for more, please visit: @OhJustLikeMe

feb, 11th

i almost forgot, today is an 18th birthday of Taylor Lautner!

Happy Birthday, dude! :3

mellow

saya lagi mellow nih *unyunyu~ gara-gara si ehem wkwk sebenernya gamau kaya gini lagi, beneran, suer tapi... perasaan berkata lain :p

please, dia udah deket sama orang lain. mereka udah kaya 'sabun cuci piring' hahaha. gue gamau jealous2 lagi, gaenak dan gabaik juga kan? jadi tolong dong ya Allah bantu hamba usir dia dari pikiran saya -,-

sleep is not easy

i'm sleepy, but i don't want to sleep. however i must to sleep as soon as possible. bye~

a wonderful Tuesday

i love this Schoolday. hope it can motivate me to be more diligent in school.
thank you so much R, i heart you :*)

i love this background so much ♥

simple but strongly ac milan :)

hello february!

be nice to me, please :)